Yep... it's one of those posts from me. Another cut & paste day because I've tried composing my own journal but the words... they just aren't there. So stop reading now or just:
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This morning began much like:
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and pretty much stayed in this mode all day even though I'm not in a bad mood ~ just:
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I tried getting my July books done but even that ended up:
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and hoping I get sleep tonight rather than my standard:
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that results in realizing it's time to get up I feel like
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Yesterday was total disconnect day with the storms outside and phone unplugged inside. I watched 'Beaches' hoping for another cathartic emotional vent but nada, zip. I posted a Geneed Roth story in the forums about driving in the rain for truffles and tested my own craving for ice cream... would I walk for chocolate?
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So I'd come here off and on and read journals and posts about exercise but generally my reaction was:
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Because I was reminiscing about the first night I brought my treadmill home and learned 'you don't close your eyes on it while rocking out to the tunes!'
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Especially as I hung my foot on the corner just WALKING in the house .. and broke my TOE! So not only no treadmill.. I know.. most of you are thinking 'oh, wah, you broke your toe'..
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And this girl... well.. there are no words. Well, there are words but FS would convert them to pound signs so .... never mind...
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I do think about some of the journals here I read where people think that last 5lbs is going to make them happy. I don't want to tell them:
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but then again, if you're one of them reading my journal.. well..
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But back to exercise... besides using that activity ball as a foot rest.. I realized it could really be effective this way if only Mushy were a little better with her toss
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Because I do need to find a way to exercise a little if only for vanity
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So that if I do ever have a sleep over it doesn't end up with shrieking
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I need to get an aquarium for Alec. I promised if he lived two months I'd move him on up to the real thing. A promise is a promise but everytime I read reviews online it seems most pumps are too powerful for feeding or housing Beta's. So this is keeping me awake at night worrying about my future.
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Anyway ... thanks for stopping by ... visiting with me. I'm really happy about it. Really.
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But I'm done now.
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Bells