FullaBella님의 저널, 2014년 08월 18일

Yep... it's one of those posts from me. Another cut & paste day because I've tried composing my own journal but the words... they just aren't there. So stop reading now or just:

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This morning began much like:

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and pretty much stayed in this mode all day even though I'm not in a bad mood ~ just:

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I tried getting my July books done but even that ended up:

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and hoping I get sleep tonight rather than my standard:

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that results in realizing it's time to get up I feel like

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Yesterday was total disconnect day with the storms outside and phone unplugged inside. I watched 'Beaches' hoping for another cathartic emotional vent but nada, zip. I posted a Geneed Roth story in the forums about driving in the rain for truffles and tested my own craving for ice cream... would I walk for chocolate?

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So I'd come here off and on and read journals and posts about exercise but generally my reaction was:

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Because I was reminiscing about the first night I brought my treadmill home and learned 'you don't close your eyes on it while rocking out to the tunes!'

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Especially as I hung my foot on the corner just WALKING in the house .. and broke my TOE! So not only no treadmill.. I know.. most of you are thinking 'oh, wah, you broke your toe'..

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And this girl... well.. there are no words. Well, there are words but FS would convert them to pound signs so .... never mind...

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I do think about some of the journals here I read where people think that last 5lbs is going to make them happy. I don't want to tell them:

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but then again, if you're one of them reading my journal.. well..

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But back to exercise... besides using that activity ball as a foot rest.. I realized it could really be effective this way if only Mushy were a little better with her toss

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Because I do need to find a way to exercise a little if only for vanity

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So that if I do ever have a sleep over it doesn't end up with shrieking

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I need to get an aquarium for Alec. I promised if he lived two months I'd move him on up to the real thing. A promise is a promise but everytime I read reviews online it seems most pumps are too powerful for feeding or housing Beta's. So this is keeping me awake at night worrying about my future.

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Anyway ... thanks for stopping by ... visiting with me. I'm really happy about it. Really.

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But I'm done now.

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Bells

다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2014년 08월 18일:
1346 kcal 지방: 55.76g | 단백질: 52.91g | 탄수화물: 154.98g.   아침 식사: Chicken Tortellini Soup, Apples, Coffee-Mate Hazelnut Coffee Creamer, Spectrum Organic Virgin Coconut Oil. 더보기

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Does your toe actually hurt? I'm just curious because mine go numb.. when I break them. Huh.. that sounds entirely too common when you put it that way but it's true. Like my finger.. I think I broke that when it went numb only because now a month later it looks a little crooked.. and when I bump it well then it hurts a little. Just curious. Hubby think's I'm strange. He broke a collar bone and didn't know it though so I think he's strange. Too bad things can't go numb when you give birth.. oh wait they do.. after that lovely man with the giant needle comes to visit you. I love that man. I should name the baby after him.  
2014년 08월 19일 작성이: Ms Elizabeth
Oh, Bella, you never cease to put a smile on my face! Thank you for inspiration! onward. 
2014년 08월 19일 작성이: kclab
Yeah, Elizabeth, it hurts so I know it really wasn't broken .. probably just jammed. I should stop stomping in boredom today too.. that would probably help. Can one get a frontal epidural? Going out to amazon again. Thanks KClab... it is my goal to make people laugh. Maybe pee a little. LOL 
2014년 08월 19일 작성이: FullaBella
I love your sense of humor! Thanks I needed that! Also... after reading your profile, I connected with so many of your "Mantra's. I especially liked "Food is my friend, and I need to choose my friends carefully." Good one for me to remember! Thanks! Like you, I'm a great looser of weight, and have always put it all back on and more. I could write a book on weight loss, but until I respect myself, and put myself first for once, I'll never keep the weight off. Respecting myself is as much as a work out everyday as doing sit ups. I have always put others first, but I'm going first now. I'm just as worthy as the next person. You are too! Keep up the good humor! 
2014년 08월 20일 작성이: kathyeastlick

     
 

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