Gah… I'm ushering at a musical program tonight and profanity gal is here tonight too. She's the one who wore me out with nonsense the previous time we volunteered on the same day. I got here early because I was right on the edge of “forget it and stay home” but now I'm huddled in the stairway hiding from her.
Nothing really food or weight related. I gave that new steakhouse a second chance last night. Another fail when I broke a 27 hour fast with a bacon cheeseburger and fries. Their fail. Bad food and service again. I hadn't fasted that long intentionally. I was just very busy with a project yesterday and didn't / wouldn't stop to eat.
Another mostly sleepless night. I'm ashamed to be letting the sleep tracker down. But at least I'm not foraging in the fridge when awake. I've been sewing. I made a tote bag for my yoga friend to carry her dog stuff (leash/bags/bowl). Several of those microwaveable bowl cozy’s. Then for some reason I started making clutch bags. I brought a handful tonight and gave to other ushers. I ran out before I ran into profanity gal.
In a way I would like to have given her one as I'm a “pull the thorn out of the Lions paw” type personality manager. On the other hand I wonder if she would have criticised my amateur sewing on the same level as she criticised everything else about me that day. But now we'll never know.
I'm wearing what I think is a nice outfit. Shiny bronze slacks with Cognac leather boots, white turtle neck and a coordinating dressy fur (like) vest. I have on makeup, my hair is done, and I have gold, bronze, and silver jewelry and belt mixed in. I think I look nice.
PG looked at me, gave me an “up and down” and said, “well they told ME We were supposed to dress up” which is obviously her way of saying she thinks I'm NOT.
A clutch a clutch my queendom for a clutch. Guess what I'd tell her to do with it?
Did I mention this is volunteer? The coordinator confirmed me early this week because she's already had several cancels. Hmm.. wonder if it's connected?
Well, it’s almost time to open the doors. I’m gonna sneak to the ladies room and then choose the post farthest away from PG.
Thanks for listening.
B
