Debbie Cousins님의 저널, 2022년 08월 11일

Yesterday, my ELEVEN-year-old grand daughter tried to run away from home! My daughter was able to stop her (for now), but things are still really in crisis. On the glimmer of brightness side, my daughter isn't as depressed for the time being. All this with my grand daughter has come on within the past month or so. Before that, she begged every week to not have to go to her dad's house "because he's mean," (translated, he doesn't let her get away with everything). She said she hated him, every week, and wanted her mother to get full custody of her. NOW, she hates her mother, and wants to go live with her father. She is being VERY rebellious, manipulative, disrespectful, and irrational. How they deal with things right now will set the course for all of her teenage years.

No weight loss this morning (because no bowel movement yesterday). Missed my Fiber goal yesterday because I didn't have my butter beans. Every day since Sunday, I've managed to REDUCE my caloric intake by a little each day - all in the 1,400's. I've got my Food Diary filled in through this coming Sunday.

My husband has been wanting pizza, so we will have that on Saturday, and I'm going to allow myself to have more calories on that day. I had one high day, still under RDI, last week and it worked out fine. Might continue to make that a weekly thing. Controlled indulgence. Instead of getting pan pizza, we're going to get Thin N Crispy crust. We have earned free breadsticks, and I'm not going to have any of those. That's the plan.

How the Lord has kept me from going food-crazy or Diet Coke-crazy these past couple of weeks is beyond me. "Normally," all this crisis in the family would throw me completely off the rails. It's not that I have been exercising "will power." God has made it relatively "easy" for me to stay on track. Yesterday, my ELEVEN-year-old grand daughter tried to run away from home! My daughter was able to stop her (for now), but things are still really in crisis. On the glimmer of brightness side, my daughter isn't as depressed for the time being. All this with my grand daughter has come on within the past month or so. Before that, she begged every week to not have to go to her dad's house "because he's mean," (translated, he doesn't let her get away with everything). She said she hated him, every week, and wanted her mother to get full custody of her. NOW, she hates her mother, and wants to go live with her father. She is being VERY rebellious, manipulative, disrespectful, and irrational. How they deal with things right now will set the course for all of her teenage years.

No weight loss this morning (because no bowel movement yesterday). Missed my Fiber goal yesterday because I didn't have my butter beans. Every day since Sunday, I've managed to REDUCE my caloric intake by a little each day - all in the 1,400's. I've got my Food Diary filled in through this coming Sunday.

My husband has been wanting pizza, so we will have that on Saturday, and I'm going to allow myself to have more calories on that day. I had one high day, still under RDI, last week and it worked out fine. Might continue to make that a weekly thing. Controlled indulgence. Instead of getting pan pizza, we're going to get Thin N Crispy crust. We have earned free breadsticks, and I'm not going to have any of those. That's the plan.

How the Lord has kept me from going food-crazy or Diet Coke-crazy these past couple of weeks is beyond me. "Normally," all this crisis in the family would throw me completely off the rails. It's not that I have been exercising "will power." God has made it relatively "easy" for me to stay on track. PTL. I don't understand His ways - how a lot of the time things are SO hard, and other times they are not. But, I praise Him for the present victories!
111.6 kg 지금까지 감소한: 5.9 kg.    남은양: 43.5 kg.    다이어트 실행도: 100%.

다이어트 캘린더 보기, 2022년 08월 11일:
1740 kcal 지방: 88.35g | 단백질: 49.42g | 탄수화물: 204.96g.   아침 식사: Dave's Killer Bread Good Seed Bread, Butter. 점심 식사: Chinese Casserole, La Choy Rice Noodles. 저녁 식사: Butter (Salted), Dave's Killer Bread Good Seed Bread, Cooked Immature Lima Beans (from Fresh, Fat Added in Cooking). 간식/기타: Trader Joe's Cantaloupe Slices, Domex Superfresh Growers Dark Sweet Cherries, Honeydew Melons. 더보기
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So sorry for your troubles, Debbie. I hope things get better soon. 
2022년 08월 11일 작성이: shirfleur 1
Sending prayers 🙏🙏🙏, to give you strength to deal with your family. 
2022년 08월 11일 작성이: cmj29
Please inform your daughter that she meust be very carefull if Child proetction services gets involded the will will will take your child they (cps ) want inventroy our kids i have been dealing with grand neices and nephen in manitowac wis for 3 years not one not one visit has been alowed they are going to try and paosooible will aopt them out for the bonus money the federal goverme geive them yep i said the govement give moneyt to adopt out the kids in CPS care. 42USC 673 b is the 1997 clinton law to give cps bnus money for them to adopt out our kids. i know way to much about this corrupt agency the judges and attorney to keep your kids. please look up family forward in your state on facebook . Please do your own reserch and tell everyone 500, 000kids taken yearly and only 15% are abused yet cps will not give back the kids.  
2022년 08월 11일 작성이: zapart
Take care of yourself while you are dealing with this difficult situation. Prayers. xox 
2022년 08월 12일 작성이: sugarplum_

     
 

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